Strength in what remains behind ourinsecurities
JANNA,18 Aaron Beatrice Caihong Cally Daniel Denise Eliz Ferlin Hongwei Janice! Queenie! Rusydi SiewYee Tse Lin Credits ©Glamouresque.	Saturday, January 08, 2011 see you in the low light ... it was a rough week. Monday: pretty alright just that my mind kept straying off and thinking about stupid emotional stuff when it was nthg much imma loser like that :( Tuesday: hahahha woke up late. It feels ridiculous thinking about it i subconsciously switched off my alarm and went back to bed (not the first time) with no recollection whatsoever. This means i sleptwalked (past tense used correctly here?) and by the time i awoke i knew ggxx alr because the sun was shining and thats not a good sign. Because i've the habit of switching off my phone at night my dardar couldnt get through :( LOLOL oh well but i did makeup prac the next day (thanks dardar for doing AGAIN w me heh im so gan dong) Wednesday: woke up damn early (trauma from the previous day) and headed to sch for biostats to discover... NOBODY! The 5hr break made us all very cranky and wanted to bang our heads against the wall so we decided to catch gulliver's travels at vivo. And then we arrived late for the itp talk so the 'really nice' lingzi decides to mark us as absent for the talk. This wasnt much of a big deal if it was normal attendance, but no she had to make it one of the nine tasks we had to complete for itp ?!@#& what is this seriously :( oh yeah btw gulliver's was a pretty good show, catch it! Thursday: i awoke at 2am shivering and i thought it was just the fan so i switched it off. 3am 4am 5am, still shivering. I woke up and took my temp- 38.2 dang it, fever AGAIN?!!? Popped some panadol and went back to bed. 7am came and i forced myself out of bed because i really dont wna miss clfit prac :( but i shd obviously have listened to my mama (she knws best) when she told me to stay home. Felt like puking otw to sch and i saw flashes (no guys not tractional tugging of the retinal membrane causing physical stimulation of the photorecptors, but central zig zag flashes caused by migraine. This shows how sick i am) and really thank God for lh and peien thanks for being there :) after fidgeting throughout the whole of sean's briefing i cabbed home and the racecar driver taxi uncle got me home in 15-20 mins i went home and slept for 6hours str Friday: still having on and off sharp pains in my stomach, felt unwell to take the mrt (we all knw how vicious things can get there) so my dad fetched lh and i to sch. Result? 2 massive jams on the highway hence we were late for an hour (i would curse and swear or pity myself but right now its just too amusing to have so many things happen at once i have to laugh like a psycho). PLEASE TO ALL THE DRIVERS OUT THERE CAN YOU GUYS DRIVE LIKE PROPERLY SO THAT YOU DONT CAUSE INCONVENIENCE FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE SINGAPORE YOU GUYS DONT KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE CURSING AT YOU TDAY. DRIVE PROPERLY PLEASE DONT WASTE EVERYONE'S TIME! Thanks :) When we reached sch, finally, i requested to lili if i could go first for the prac test ltr on because i wasnt feeling well. So sorry guys if i cut yr queue you guys must be like ' VHAAT ,THAT SNEAKY BIAATCH! ' i didnt have a choice :( Skipped gems and patho tutorial tday and went to see the doctor. He say i got stomach flu and he gave me like 4 diff types of medicine which honestly doesnt help. I still feel the sharp contracting pain in my stomach idk howww i just feel like sleeping for a veryveryvery long time but yknow there's frankly a limit to how much one can sleep for :s And to anyone i offended, im sorry dearies! Im just not the 'oh hahahaha' Janna (do you guys dig this analogy of myself?) when im unwell. I just feel like not talking and when people try to cheer me up or tell some jokes i probably dont really appreciate the effort so i look like i wna kill them all. Therefore, steer clear of me when Im unwell if not i'll be quite nasty :( I knw i sound like im throwing myself into a pity gutter here but actually im not complaining, really lah! Hahaha i just wna tell you guys how absurb my week has been and i hope you guys didnt have it like this praying tht next wk will be better! But, i still thank God for getting me through this week alive :) guys pls pray for me i need to get better by tmr! I MUST. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5