Strength in what remains behind ourinsecurities
JANNA,18 Aaron Beatrice Caihong Cally Daniel Denise Eliz Ferlin Hongwei Janice! Queenie! Rusydi SiewYee Tse Lin Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, November 13, 2009 Stalker mode on at max! I think I'm being negatively influenced by Janice Tan. Tsktsk bad friend you teach me bad things!! ): These few days, dno what's going on with my brain. Things are getting majorly messed up inside. We went to watch Paranormal Activity just now after RWP. TRAUMA UNTIL NOW. The front part was super boring and sian but after that things started happening and we were so freaked. Alot of people were cursing and swearing because they were like ?@ U#(Y *#( Y(!*#! It was so scary until the point I was sliently praying. Okay maybe its just me. It wasnt THAT bad la honestly but I cannot tahan! Damn we should have watched My gf's an agent or sthg else other than paranormal! I predict that tonight I'll have a tough time falling asleep. Okay maybe not. LOL I had this random thought that kept running through my mind today. Okay maybe not so random. I think that : Its damn retarded to say you wna breakup with your other half if you still love her/him. I mean like in what way does that make sense? Its just some stupid retarded excuse being used ever so often. Damn overrated. Like " Hey baby I need to break up with you because I still love you alot and I want you to find someone better than myself. Its not fair to you if you stick with me, & you should find someone who can treat you much better than I do " What?! right? I mean that sounds stupid to me. Doesnt it sound stupid to you?! If your gf/bf thinks that she/he could get someone better or love someone else more than you, then would she/he still be with you? And then there's the other route couples go: There's something drama happening in your life and you wna leave your other half because you don't wna hurt her/him in case you guys fall too deep. But if its really love and committment, then why can't you just talk things out? Right?? That just goes to show how much, correction, I mean how little trust a couple has. & how much you belittle her/him by thinking that he/she cannot handle the truth or work things out rationally. I've never believed in the initial novelty, I've never believed that you would ever get "sick" of your other half. But rather, just the exact opposite. The time spent together, the tears effort love invested into the relationship does nothing but pull you two tighter together. Forms this invisible force that propel you guys towards a beautiful future. No? Maybe 2 is better than 1.